Tuesday, March 27, 2012

Found some more math

Learned this trick at the Singapore Math conference earlier this month. The kids take a camera and "go find some math" outside or around the school. The idea is to expand the conversation of mathematics outside the realm of our textbooks and workbooks. Geometry is a favorite to look for, but we also found fractions, ratios, measurement, approximation, and estimation. We even touched on The Golden Ratio... still learning about that one.






Friday, March 23, 2012

Musa and Me

  So, when you have a brother you say, "Wow."
     But after like a month you say, "He has to go."
     Well, I have one. He is OK. He needs to work on a lot of things. First, he needs to work on not going in my room. Well, lets get to the
story.
     We are going to the lake to play Lazar tag and then going home and play video games.
     I said, "Yes."
     "Yes, video games?" mom said.
     "How much is this video game?" said Musa.
     Mom said, "We're not buying that. It's like $40! AND I cant buy it. Will you stop whining?"
     "Come on. Shoot the bad guy," Musa said.
     "Boys its time for snack in bed. Corn dogs! Where is Musa?"
     "He is here hitting me and Kyan me and Obed," I said. "Can you make him stop? It hurts us like never before! Musa stop!" 
     "Ok mom, but it is fun."
    "We do not hit a bad guy," mom said. "But we dont hit. ok only if a bad guy is here."
     "Ayize stop," Musa said.
     "Hes done with the hiting."
     Well I guess whoever reading this can know what I FEEL Like. IT FEELS LIKE YOU'VE BEEN HIT SO HARD.

Thursday, March 22, 2012

magick101

Hello. I am Gerjin Shact and I come from the land of "video games". My specific "game" is called Magick101 and I shall tell you the story of me, my friends and other people, and let me not forget the elegant story which takes place wholeheartedly in my life.
I myself was a great scientist before I came upon it. I was looking for an infinite source of energy which was hinted to link to other universes. I, of course immediately took interest in it, as it would make me rich and I would be able to teleport!
The day I came across it I was excited as ever, but I would soon regret the powers I messed with. The glowing red orb that meant my victory over 5 years of testing, failing, finding new keys to make it, and making the machine that could harness the unlimited energy that gave me the ability to do what no man or woman has accomplished: teleportation!
The happiness that flowed inside me was met with the responsibility that rest on shoulders and and was also met by the nervous feeling that someone would steal it. It was too much emotion for me to handle. I dropped the machine.
On accident, of course, as my hands shaking so hard they could of generated a lot electricity on their own. Anyways, as soon as it broke I could feel something inside me.
     I freaked out, because it meant 2 things: the orb was inside me, and that the universe had ripped apart as it would take some serious rippage to make it go inside. I knew what to do. I needed to go the shrine. The shrine's energy would defuse it.
 As I walked outside to start the long journey, I saw a tree disappear in a red bolt which made me realize that the orb had to take other things to keep on existing! I started my journey in a haste to save the universe through the ripped patches that I could teleport to with my tomato which contained some energy inside that I didn't.



good bye, Gerjin Shact                                 P.S.My faithful creator is Luke Demeter, a lovely man with a obsession for smiley faces.

Farmer Brown and His Magical Seeds

there once was a farmer named farmer brown. Farmer brown goes to the store to buy more seeds but the store was so busy because it was Saturday he did not know what else to do. So he had to do some thing instead  farmer brown borrowed seeds from his friend Gerald. Gerald was a stinky man with flies buzzing all around his head because the only things Gerald grew was onions. so farmer Brown planted his seeds and wanted for them to grow. a seed grows into an onion plant. before farmer Brown takes his plants he had to take a shower first in ten short  minutes a magical thing happened, the onion grew to the size of a beach ball. farmer Brown smells the onion to see if it smells good and it did. Not only was there 1 2 or 3 of these massive onions but 20 beautiful gleaming beach ball bulbs with his opened up Browns stinky onion emporium and made mucho moolah. misplacing his seeds was the best thing he ever did and he no longer worried.

the gamer sheet

      This is a sheet for THE BEST GAMERS!!! Ok so I'm trying to sell a game ok?? Good 'cause I'm gonna do 3-4 paragraphs. Please if you don't like video games than go "get a life" in the "clues" section in Safeway. 
      My game (the best game ever, just BTW) might be called Press__N  because when you Press__N, well. I just named it that I don't know why, well, I did make a command that did N but, you can't know. So tell all the gamers in the world to play my game. I honestly think that my games are a bit basic but  NOT this one my other games were a bit boring honestly because I based them on other games. You could call it copying. My game is about a little creature called Emsnerl. He is a cycle that likes to fight. This is a game of pure luck and skill. The luck is that you never know if you will survive or if they will beat you to it. The skill is if you keep going in the same pattern sometimes, ( the luck/skill=sometimes.) You will lead your enemies to your turrets, that will shoot them to death with missiles. you will have a challenging game with other creatures that try to kill you. you can choose your battles and fight the boss which is a giant a giant submarine.
      Ok so, you bored yet? No? wow I'm amazed. it was quiet boring to my colleagues. well if you want to continue you must do one thing...... What you don't know? you are an idiot. You must READ the rest you idiot. Ok now back to what we WERE doing.
      When Emsnerl finds that he is now a fighter, he attempts to escape the evil grasps of the opposing enemy. But he epicly fails and gets very hurt. He has only 50 health. Can you save him? The adventure continues, and you, are the only one who can save him. You must go through a boss that will nearly kill you upon shot of blip. of bosses and other enemies to get to the main boss, a giant submarine with 1,000 health and deals 5 damage for each bullet. 
      Ok you waited this long. WOW, I am amazed. most people get bored at the part when we finish the paragraph 2 before this. well, NO MORE INFO  =P MUAHAHAHAHAHA!



THE END




THE GAMES THAT INSPIRED ME.


Ok so, this is my games that inspired me to make this game. I came up with different games in the time that I have owned Kodu. I have done many games that have been a little bit copy-ish. So the main games that inspired me are bayblade-ish battle,  and The Tree. I made the game for a school project. And a special thanks for these two songs!!! Nyan cat 10 hours, and Badger badger 10 hours! 







THE REAL END 

Wednesday, March 21, 2012

Found some math

A wooden right angle. See anything else?

What do you see here?

This is a virtual math bonanza!

Big square-- but what else?


Hey, ratio-ists, there's a lot to like here.

Tuesday, March 20, 2012

M.E. a sci-fi story

I was a human. Was. I worked for NASA and was assigned to fly the saxxton 5-100, which was well-known for the fact that was only spacecraft that was capable of flying to mars.(and back, of course!)

five minutes after had taken off, the man who would do anything to take my place as pilot and probably would send us smashing back down to earth asked if I wanted to go for a space-walk.Brendon,they called him but there was a very believable rumor that he was a spy for the Russians, and that entailed having a different name and being willing to kill us all at any given time.

These facts and more screamed no to opposing feeling, that burning desire, that I had wanted to "space-walk" for 17 years! or 18.Anyways, the spoiler is that no matter how much evidence i can put against it, my burning desire always wins.In a reluctant tone,I, Marella said "yes"and was immediately told where the spacesuits and airlocks and all the things that I could possibly need to know told with the wide smug smile of Brendon.

As he helped me get all the stuff I would need, I tried to ignore the thoughts that were swarming around my head. The "loudest" thoughts were the basic "what's with the smile?" followed by the thought that "what was he planning?" after some creative answers given by none other then my brain, I focused on the main question, which was "would he do it?". My fear burned up into burning (duh!) anxiety to go out into the final frontier.

2 minutes later, my anxiety dissolved as went into the infinite vacuum called space. I then regretted the way I worded that as the fear settled back into my stomach which was moaning. I should of eaten my lunch before-hand. Anyways, I looked at the windows to find my best friend, ayizumel.
What I saw surprised and scared I almost wet my spacesuit. I didn't, of course because it takes some time to take that off and anything is less embarrassing then that.

*tap tap* hi? *whisper* oh right, the main story. Sorry 'bout that. So the 2 things that were scaring me were:A, the fact that Brendon was pushing buttons and pulling levers in the cockpit and B, the smoking engines were giving off a bit of fire. But then a moment later as my fears came true, as the engines gave off their beautiful multicolored fire, as Brendon silently did a victory dance, cheering and whooping, as the dull gray spaceship held me by the thin rope which just then jerked at a speed that sent me flying, burning up into a hard rock.

The last thing I remember in my human form was going into a strange machine with a red-bearded man with a few other people holding clipboards.



THE END
for now...

Monday, March 19, 2012

Seven (becca's fiction novel) UPDATE

(update ate the bottom bit.)
seven
a story of war,
friendship,
and betrayal
I.
august seventh
1776 Cean avenue
Thaeris island
     Done.
     We stand in this gray building that stinks of despair and this year it is over. Done. We seven are the only ones, the chosen. Gone. Done. The Few have decided. We are being sacrificed so that our society is not weak. It is a great honor, or so they say.
    This is the first year Thaeris has been entered into the pan. Pan after the Greek god of nature and fertility. They think it is natural because the deaths are in the wild and they convince us too. The other continents, they are powerful, have entered for the pan years in a row. This the first for us.
     Seven.
     Seven of us ready to die, unleashed into the wild to fight. Survive. They count us in their heads, thinking, betting on us because that’s all it is for them. A game. Seven of us.                                                              .
Seven.
~•~
     Lupe is a wolf name, so I am the daughter of a wolf . My dark hair and dark eyes and fear are trapped inside a glass cage and haunts look at us through the window. In a matter of hours, I will be released to fight against these people who could have been my friends, and none of it will matter anymore, but it does now, and hurts.
     It hurts now and I stand in the middle of a white room, picking my death dress. I think the dress is wasted. I have no chance of getting out anyway, but they say I have a better chance pretty, a better chance beneath a mask as it is in the real world. This much is true I know, but as it was, I guess I’d like to live.
    In the end it is the one that had first caught my eye, plain, simple, flowing, sleeveless. The white silk falls just above my knees and a thin tan belt cinches it at the waist, orange designs curving in ripples and waves against the ivory fabric. It might as well be water against my legs, this silk, so light and effortless, shifting with every move.
    I twirl once and a smile appears on the chapped lips of the nine year old behind me, dark hands clasped, golden eyes laughing, supposedly a servant. But she is so young I cannot think of her this way and so she is a sister, not a helper. I can’t help a smile onto my own face as i step down from the podium, twirl again as I inhale the rich scent of coffee. A real grin spreads across the girl’s face and she sits me down, grabs something and wipes my face over with it.
   I ask her if she likes her job through the gunk on my face.. She answers me with a confused blink and parts her lips slightly. Then she shrugs, unwilling to answer. She gives me a tube of some shimmery liquid to put on my lips, which I do, and then swipes the area around my eyes with a powder. I open my eyes, cross them and fake sneeze in the cloud surrounding us. She laughs and moves around to the back of my chair for hair styling.
      Her hand is light, lighter than Mother’s, and panic rises up inside me at this affection. I cannot love without hurting, so I chose to love as few people as possible. It scores down to the insides, but as long it does not do the same to the others, I survive, with conflict. This inspires. I draw in a sharp breath and let it out, mouth curving out and in, skin creasing. The girls stops for a moment, thinking she’s hurt me, but I shake my head and she gives me another swipe with the brush before setting it down.
     She reaches over to gently take a clump of hair from near my face. As she does her skin brushes mine and I shiver involuntarily at the contact. She draws back the clump and splits it, and then out of the corner of my eye I see her hands flashing. A word comes to mind: braiding. I’ve heard of the technique but never seen it. I wonder what it will look like. In the moments it takes me to ponder this she has finished the braid, trailing to my waist, and secured it at the one-third mark to the back of my head. She starts and finishes the other one in a minute or two and secures that one too. She does something else to it, but I can’t tell what, and then she tells me to stand up and look at myself in the mirror.
I do not believe what I see.
     This girl’s tiny hands have transformed me. My skin is flawless., the flecks of gold in my ice-blue eyes are more prominent, outlined by the most subtle shade of gold powder on my eyelids. My simple white dress flows so easily around my body, as light as air, the pale orange patterns rippling across the fabric; My feet are clad in clear sandals, with many transparent straps criss-crossing along my legs, and my dark hair flutters down my back in elegant waves, wearing a crown of braids and scarlet ribbons. And... something else. A-
     I gasp.
     Suddenly, the girl screams.
      I whip around, my upper body twisted in the most painful way. Three Deputies- the protecters of the Center - have burst into the room, white jumpsuits flashing. Their knuckles are tipped with some sort of metal, fists clenched around light iron-enforced wooden-handled flails. One slides a hand into the girls temple, leaving a gash and something that looks like a burn mark, and another trips her, pins her, and lashes the flail once against her back. The last catches sight of me and lunges forward, but I strike out with my foot and send him into the wall. The other two pounce and we crash to the floor. As I make contact with the ground, I roll to the side and strike out with one leg, sending one deputy into the other. I am fighting for no reason, just an obsession, a screaming impulse to survive. But something is sinking into my arm. The deputies stagger away with the girl, and someone stands up above me, a woman with bond hair in a tight ponytail.
“You know why they took her?” she hisses.
“Yes,” I snap. Peel the word rebel of off my forehead and let it fall to the ground.
She bares her teeth in a smile, and the lines in her face soften. “Good, good. Anything to say before you go in?”
I don’t know where in is quite yet, so I twist my head to the side.
Then the thought occurs, and I black out.
rissana
     I have never seen anything like this.
     I have to kill and that is fine, I do not feel remorse, but as I stand knee-deep in grass on the plains, deposited in my random starting point, and see the two youngest tributes, just 13 and fourteen, racing away from each other, my heart drops into my blackened shoes. The Pan started just fifteen minutes ago and I already see a mangled body lying near a lone tree. I recognize the body as one of the tributes from Madagascar. I scramble up into the highest branches of the tree above the body after a quick sprint to think.
     There a lot of us, at least twenty or thirty, and I can only guess because the Central people wouldn’t tell us.  I can only stomach killing people my age or older, I think, despite being brought up by war. I am a soldier and a fighter, though. I play offense.
     I kill.
     A rustling sounds above me and I snap my head back, turning around quickly on the branch. MY boomerang is clutched in my hand, my bow and quiver of arrows slung over my back. At least they give us our choice weapons before me go in. I shift again, uneasy, and my boomerang lowers a few 
inches.     
     Then the face appears.
     I recognize it as Lupe, the girl I saw running away, the girl who tried so hard not to cry on the morning we were reaping, as her family collapsed. A low growl sounds in the back of my throat and my arm tenses, but the boomerang doesn’t shift. Lupe draws back slightly and her hand reaches up to carefully disassemble the crown of braids on her head. She changes her wind and wipes away the red flecks on her forehead instead.  
I fall silent for  a moment. “No.”
     She swallows and sits on the branch with her legs dangling off and glaces to the left. She opens her mouth to say something but I interrupt, blurting out, “Will you be my ally?”
     She bursts out snort-laughing, and when she stops to catch her breath, she gasps out, “You- you sound like- like, like- like you’re- p-p-proposing!” She hiccups once and crouches suddenly on the branch, shrinking. She must have realized she just might’ve alerted everybody to our position. Her voice drops to a whisper. “But yes.”
     And then she tells me, “Up.”
     So I slither after her up the branches, and after we’ve climbed a good twenty feet higher she stops and crawls up to a thick branch on the side of the trunk opposite from me. I crouch down with one hand on the branch above me and one near my feet. “What’s down there, and who else?” I ask, and Lupe twists her arm and slides out to the end of her branch to look out. I see that her hand is covered in tiny scratches from the bark and wince.
      She stares out for a while and finally draws back into the foliage. Her eyes glitter with fear, and for one split second I hate the Center for making us murder each other. Then it subsides, but she melts into the dappled shadow, tiny, frightened.
     “Well,” Lupe tells me at last, there’s a good bit of plain around us, with this being the only tree, and a way off there’s a nice forest, and opposite there’s some cliffs and way out there’s this big swirly mountain, like one of those clipped hedges. It doesn’t look like we’re in the middle,” She adds absently, “Because there’s things beyond the mountain and we’re all swirled around it. And the only person I can see is Lethe, that girl from The Roughs. She’s right below us, actually, just swinging her axe into the trunk.”
     My lips move quickly, “we should enlist her.”
     Lupe shrugs, but the movement brings out a squeak.
     “I’m going to bring her up here,” I say.,
     “You shouldn’t,” she tells me, and I snap back “Too bad.” Her eyes narrow in hurt and distrust and anger and she climbs up another ten feet and melts into the foliage, I slither down the slick branches until I’m only a couple feet above the  girl’s head, nestled in the crook of a branch on top of a layering of leaves.
     “Hello,” I say.
     The girl jumps and jerks her axe out of the tree. It whistles as it passes my head and comes to rest in her palm and she backs away, snarling.
     “What do you want?” She spits.
      “An alliance,” I say simply.
     Her eyes flicker away from mine, search the plains. I see her hand turn white from gripping the throwing axe. I can see she is tense. Ready for anything.
     “I don’t trust anyone here,” she whispers softly, hissing, frightened.
     “I know,” I say, lips barely moving, “But there is strength in numbers.
Her shoulders relax; I see the muscles in her body slide away, become loose, and she looks up into the tree. “anyone else?” I nod. “Lupe. Fourteen.”
     At this Lupe slides out of the tree, resting in a branch ten feet above Lethe- her name is inscribed in the axe handle - and sitting tersely on top of it. Her darkening eyes flash. Gingerly she crawls down to rest on a limb just above me, as I am now on the ground.
    I see her lips move in exadgerrated motions, but her voice is barely audible. I frown at the words: “We should go to the forest.”
     “No,” Lethe argues immediately. The plains are better, there’s wheat and things and less tributes.”
     “Actually,” I agree, “I think the woods are the worst choice right now. I don’t like the plains much but it’s childish to choose just for favorites, Lupe.”
     Her eyes widen with anger and flash, but she just closes her lips and slides down the tree.
     We stalk off towards the plains, Lethe in front and me in back. We are shielding Lupe, not knowing why, as we walk, and we reach the knee-high fields in only an hour or two, although the grass is waist-high for the small Lupe. But hunger has begun to gnaw at us, at the reflexes and emotions in our insides and at dusk we all crumple to the ground, exhausted. The backpack deposited next to Lethe at her starting point come in handy, because there’s A dark flint chip and a knife inside it, and after we all crawl around clearing a space it is easy to light a fire.
     After a few minutes, Lupe looks up and tells us she’s going to hunt.
     I grab at her sleeve and haul her down.
     “Idiot,” I hiss, “You could get lost!”
      She jerks away, growling. For some reason we are all in bad moods. “I’m not a little kid anymore!” She snarls, crouching low, quivering with tension. “And you can’t just go around ignoring the other person’s requests in an alliance! I don’t need you to protect me!”
     Then she turns and melts into the night.
quill
The four of us face each other.
      I focus on the spot between two of them, Hermes and Deejay, and the other, Jason, barks at them from beside me while I let out guttaral snarls like an animal.
We are all against each other.
     Deejay strikes first, a stupid slash with his iron sword to hit me in the chest, but It’s all too easy to duck. Suddenly jason turns and strikes me in the ribs. I fall and take the opportunity to roll right into Hermes’ legs, and he falls to the ground as well.  I smash my razor-sharp boomerang into his gut and he lets out a wild howl. Deejay snarls and lunges at me as I scramble backwards and I block his blow with my weapon, twist the sword out of his hands at the same Jason crashes into him. Deejay flies into a rock but just before he falls unconscious he kicks me and i roll into a thistle patch, and out of the corner of my eye see Hermes, grimfaced, whip jason across the face and punch him in the gut. He falls to the ground convulsing, emptying his stomach and choking out pleas, falling still.
I am pretty sure he’s dead.
     At this it’s too much and I retch out everything I’ve ever eaten until my throat burns and I can’t see, but someone is dragging me up, whispering urgently, telling me I will be safe. I’m too sick to say anything, so I am slung up to hang halfway from something and start being carried away.
Everything is so much slower and dangerous without sight somehow. I don’t even know why I am blind right now, but I am alert to every single sound and smell because it could be something that wants to come and kill me, or maybe it is just the Pan itself. Panic rises. I don’t know who’s carrying me. They might want to torture me, and I don’t know where I am, where I’m going. But there’s nothing I can do.
In a half hour or so I am dumped unceremoniously on the ground and the contact blows my head open, or so it feels like, and then  suddenly in a short blast of light my eyesight returns. I am lying down in a grass patch under a canopy of trees. I see Hermes stirring the ashes of a fire, a hunk of meat on a leaf beside him, deejay stabbing his sword into a tree a few feet away. I sit up and Hermes looks at me. A     faint smile crosses his lips.
     “You’re a gang?”  I ask, as if we were talking about the weather, because I really don’t care that much.
     “If that’s what you want to call us,” Hermes chuckles, and Deejay twists the sword in his hands.
I frown and deejay growls, but hermes waves him off, obviously being the leader.
     “What do you want me for?” I ask, curious now.
     “Fighting force,” He answers. “bigger is better, in this place, anyway. We’re getting rid of the weaklings first and then we’re going to take on the bad guys.” He laughs.
This is just about the worst plan I’ve heard, because if they get injured in the weakling fights, the stronger guys will take advantadge of it. But I don’t object. Better to get these guys off my back.
“So basically I have no choice but to join you,” I say, cutting straight to the point.
     Hermes shrugs and Deejay snaps, “Well, basically.” Then he snorts and stalks off to a berry bush a twenty or thirty yards away from us. Hermes shakes his head, Tells me to ignore him, and Hands me the hunk of meat, I start to devour it greedily, and as I do I wonder how they got all this because it’s only the first day. I don’t ask, though.
     I take what’s left of the meat after my first three bites and crawl over to rest in a hollow under a network of tree roots. Here I finish it off and rest, still feeling a bit sick. I finger the boomerang in my belt and start assessing the situation.
     I’m stuck with them, at least for a couple days. It isn’t so bad actually, because the way I’m injured I won’t be able to walk a lot, much less fight, So I suppose I’ll be laying around eating, maybe foraging. I   don’t know how many tributes there are, but I’m betting there won’t be many of them in the forest, because there are next to no trees on the listen. Most of us aren’t accustomed to the trees.
Besides that, I have only hope to hold on to.
     The pain in my stomach has subsided, though it still growls with hunger. My head has worsened, breaking and bending with every blow it takes from the pain. I’m well enough to move now, and this is what information I can gather. I slowly finish the rest of the meat and haul myself out of the hole. I have no plan and I never did but it will work out as it always has.
     I limp across the damp forest floor and decide to teach myself how to climb.  Hermes and Deejay are comfortable here, so we probably won’t be leaving soon, and if I decide to come back the skill be handy.      
I stumble over to a tree with a hip-high branch and place my hands on another branch just above my head. I jump and stumble onto the limb, lifting myself with me arms, and then stop, panting, because I’m so weak this simple movement exhausts me. I sit with my head between my knees until the dizziness fades and so does the pain in my arms. Then I carefully climb up another few branches, stopping after every step, and peer out of the foliage.
     The noon light has faded to a pale violet-grey low, although I can still see the sun. I can’t see anybody on the ground, but then I see a white flash at least twenty feet higher than me and perhaps 75 yards away. I freeze and stare until it emerges again, and this time it’s moving down through the leaves, a human form. It catches sight of me, golden eyes as far as I can tell, and I slide out the edge of my branch because there’s no point hiding now.
     It turns it’s head and then disappears, reappears closer until it is in a tree next to mine. A girl, maybe fourteen, dark hair in a white dress. Her fist tightens around her bow. She sits comfortably on a slim branch and stays quiet.
“You aren’t in an alliance?” I ask finally, because I thought everyone be in one.
     Her eyes flash, dangerously bright for a moment, burning gold. “No,” she snaps, lifting her lips in a snarl, and she reminds me of a wolf. I fall silent as an apology.
     Her look softens, but she tucks her legs under her in a tense crouch. “Touchy subject,” she says, straining at something. “Nevermind. Who are you?” 
     I introduce myself, happy to change the subject, and she tells me her name is Lupe, like Canis Lupis, the wolf. I nod. She asks me questions, I answer, and the answers turn into question. Almost normal.
Suddenly Lupe’s eyes grow huge, discs of light like the sun. She hisses, “they’re coming,” and disappears.
     Pain suddenly slams into my arms and I fall out of the tree, crashing to the ground. I arch my back on impact and scream. I roll and a spear hits the ground where I was, and then there is a scream that is not mine. I find Lupe thrashing on the ground, blood pouring out of her side. A flash of metal appears, a throwing axe and catches Hermes in the stomach. He gasps and tears out the axe, throws it back at his attacker. I stand and I’m knocked to the again by an arrow the shoulder. I see a rock shelf and dive under it.
     Two girls, One with a throwing axe and one with a bow and boomerang are attacking Lupe, Hermes and Deejay. Tears fill the axe girl’s eyes and she is screaming at Hermes, who is hoarsely yelling back, something about sisters and murders.
Him.
      There has been a string of murders on Cean, the killer remained uncaught, and it always went for children, ripping families apart. Hermes, the murderer. I know he’s an orphan and had half his life, his remaining brother killed by the government. He cannot attack them really but he has found away to, and it’s sick but understandable.
     An arrow hits the ground in front of me and my thoughts are interrupted. I look up and see Lupe stringing an arrow, blood trickling out of the corner of her mouth. The axe girl advancing on Hermes, the other one drawing boomerang.
The arrow flies.
     Hermes darts to the side, but the arrow catches him in the legs and he screams and cracks his whip in a half-circle. The two girls jump back but Lupe is not fast enough and falls to the ground, a thick red mark running across the back of her knees. The girls run off suddenly, and Deejay kicks Lupe before he and Hermes walk away.
     I crouch under the rock until I’m sure everyone’s gone and crawl out. Lupe is lying on the ground, whimpering quietly, and as I drag myself closer her eyes grow huge and she rolls away. I frown and step. she rolls again. After what seems like eternity, I pounce and drag her into the forest, although she kicks, dump her unceremoniously into a ditch and cover her up. SHe lies still under the coating of fungi and leaves and grass and I back up on my hands and knees, dizzy.
It is all I can do.
                                          
CHAPTER TWO
lupe
     Breath. My chest rises and falls in shallow earthquakes, unsettling the bones my chest. MY eyes are shut against the light outside, and there is only pain and breath. Pain everywhere and breath all over. A whisper of cool air and there is cold.
     I struggle to sit upright. A freezing wind blows into my face, I burn with pain all over and the sun has only just a touched the sky, leaving it a darker shade of gray. Three feet up there's the rim of the ditch I woke up in and I'm sitting on a pile of leaves and grass. I squint to make out shapes in the darkness. Something round and compact is scratching against the ditch. A rabbit.   
     My  stomach lets out a guttural snarl at the sight of potential food. Slowly- as so not to alert it and also because my shoulder screams at any small movement - I reach into my quiver and pull out an arrow. Smooth. Deadly. I brace, wait, lunge.
     I have hit with accuracy. The flint arrow head completely disappears into the rabbit’s side and warm blood spurts onto my hand. I yank out the arrow and breathe deep breaths into the corner, head pressed against the wall. My arms shake under me, straining to hold up my body. I roll back and rock up and down on my back until I’m not mentally screaming, and then I slowly, slowly, roll onto my stomach and launch myself back into a sitting position. I drop the arrow, take up the knife in my pocket and gut the rabbit, dumping it’s contents into a hole, skinning it, setting it out to dry.
      I need shelter. I can hear voices screaming, and far away though they might be they will be close soon, and it will rain. I turn and turn with the rabbit in my fist until I find a scoop in the hardened wall of the ditch and  kick into it until I  can crawl in. I need to start a fire but I don’t have tinder. Unless...
    I dart outside, snatch up a handful of crumply, dried leavs and arrange them in a teepee with some twigs dropped into the ditch. I take up the knife in my pack, set an arrowhead against the pile of tinder, and strike the knife against the arrrowhead. Almost all Arrowheads are flint, and flint and steel spark, so sparks and glowing wriggling heat jump into the tinder. I pull back my hair and blow until everything is white hot and my face is burnt and some of the tinder catches fire. I jerk back as the teepee erupts in flame and then dies down to a steady source, backing against the wall of the hole. I fold myself down into a position like a rabbit’s and it starts to rain outside.
      I stretch out into a sitting position with my legs crossed and as  I thread a piece of rabbit onto a stick I reflect on my luck. I have food, a potential source of water and now a means of starting fire. Some would take this as a chance to go out and fight and show their strength, but I am not a leader. I take what I have and don’t stretch it and don’t push it. I am fine here; I do not need anything more.
I set the sit to dig into either side of the tunnell over the fire to cook and the rain becomes a steady pitter-patter and sheets of water. The sun is up but hidden by clouds so everything is a moody gray now, darker than it was at dawn. It is all so peaceful I actually stretch out and allow myself to relax, drop the bow and just watch the rain. Eventually I start drifting in and out of a light doze until the rabbit is done; then I take the cooked piece, thread a raw piece onto the stick and set it up before taking a bite. Fat runs down my chin, and blood; my teeth catch on a bone but the meat is so good, so nourishing I wolf the rest of it down and burn my fingers. I hold back a whimper and a growl and think of the rabbit skin outside, soaking.
     The fire crackles. I shift in the dirt and sand and twist my elbow towards the heat while my ankles burn from the angle holding me up. I shake and spasm in a bizarre display another control until I collapse and become aware of the heat in my head and my heart pounding up in my throat. Fever.
     Danger. If I burn up I won’t be able to move, my mind will melt, muscles lock. i throw dirt on the fire and stomp and turn until I sweat and panic and then I plunge into the rain.
It comes down in icy sheets, unbroken and freezing and fog wreaths through it and clings to my skin; I shiver and spasm as the icy water splashes over my arms, unnaturally cold, altered. Like everything. I stand until my mind slips out of my hands it seems and I sing to keep sane and alive. But it doesn’t work well because anyway I feel any sane emotions or thoughts disappear and my fingers claw at my face and steam starts pouring off my shoulders. 
      I form on my fingers; I dart into the cave as my fingers erupt in a bizarre display of spasms showing my chill. I start up the fire again, breath blowing like a tornado, turning to mist as it exits my mouth, and blister my face close to the heat before jerking back and turning in circles. The charred bit of rabbit hanging over the flames enters my mouth and I sit and sift through the meager belongings i gathered and stole - knife, arrows, sheath, bow, rabbit, tarp, rope. My heart rises up into my throat and beats out quick, although I can’t tell why. I stuff everything into the sheath, skirt around the fire and carefully crawl outside.
     Something shifts at the top of the ditch. I back up and put out the fire, sling the sheath over my shoulder and catch a glimpse of who it is. My lips curl back against my teeth in distaste, although my head spins with the thought of having to kill it. Someone who could have saved my life, for all I know. But I pull an arrow out, sleek and streamlined, slip the notch into the string. I slowly circle and  draw the string back to my chin. The bow is solid in my hands. The arrow thrums. I stop and it sings again against my fingers.  
And I let the arrow fly into his back.
     He lets out a low whistle of pain but my shaky hands have placed the arrow just into his side. He staggers backwards and crashes into the ground. My eyes sting as another two heads, blond and black, reach over. Rage infects my system. One throws a spear and i smash myself to the ground; it whistles over me. I shoot an arrow at Hermes and he ducks but lets the arrow catch in Deejay’s shoulder, who screams a curse and launches himself at me. I hold out an arrow and his momentum throws him onto the point. His weight knocks me over though, and I roll to the side just too late, because something rips into my arm. I shriek and launch myself into a flip, turning over and landing on Deejay and I smash an arrow into his neck so hard the shaft breaks. A whip catches me in the back and I tumble over with a long red gash and blood underneath but Deejay is dead, eyes coming over with a dull cast. I am soaked to the bone and my back is on fire; Hermes howls and flings himself onto me, slamming his fist into my face. I let a ripple come over my body through my head, grab his elbows, and roll so I am pinning him down and his head is ground into the dust. I slam it again and again until he passes out. Something catches me in the back- Quill.  I suck in a breath as I roll over my head and land on my haunches. Quill advances, hunched over. Blood trickles out from the arrowhead in his side; his eyes are vicious. I back up nervously and pull my lips back against my teeth in a snarl. He throws up his head and I release a guttural snarl. 
     Another head appears over the rise- on I haven't seen before, I think but is familiar - slanted gray eyes, waxy skin, golden hair like an alien. I back up and he launches himself into the ditch; as his legs hit the ground he bends ahead into a neat forward roll. I slam out my leg but he catches it and twists and I flop over onto my stomach. I fall limp, his grip relaxes and I lash out, catching him in the stomach, scrambling back.
     Suddenly Quill convulses. a sharp jerk. He curls back, a wounded animal, clear eyes fogging like a storm is just behind the skin. A noise rises up, an undulating whimper, sick, and the other boy freezes. Tears start pouring out of his eyes, cutting through some of the grime on his face. He crawls over to Quill, rocking back and forth, letting the noise rise up. piercing. and a thought crosses my mind.             I could kill them both.
     Half of me screams and the other half is quiet. thinking about the animal I have become, thinking of murder, although I could, and end it right here and now. But one is crying and one is possessed, and they are both crazy, for some reason I cannot understand. I squeeze my eyes shut.
     Breath in my ear. Hands on my face, honey-smells filling my nose. Something whispers; a strange feeling rises up into my head behind my eyes. My lips part; breath in shaky laughs, dizzy. White instead of black against my closed eyelids. The songs dance before me, twisting and closing. Farther. The water rushes up; everything disappears.
Lost.

 





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I swing. The axe bites into the tree, Rissana stabs and we are both sweating in our training. I yank out the narrowed metal blade, fingers slipping on the oakwood handle. Inside we both scream.
Rissana twists toward me. I flip the axe in me hands and sparks fly as our weapons  collide. SHe jumps and flips in the air, I slide to the ground and rolls and my head collides against something hard and cold and smooth against my arm.
And that is when I become aware.
Ignoring the rocking in my head and Rissana’s anxious  callings, I peer down at it in the bright sunlight. It flashes back white at me but I bring my face closer and shift my wrist: A watch.
It reads out to me 00:09:13:24.
The 24 clicks down to a 23.
“Get over here,” I tell Rissanna, my voice low and hoarse.
She rushes over, dirt covering her face and splotched across her arms. Troubled green eyes glance down and widen as she reads the numbers. Counting down.
I grab her arm and she sinks to the ground. An unassuming white wristwatch clips her skin too. I breathe deep and look around, finger the axe blade. MY throat is rough sandpaper.
Rissanna rocks back on her heels. “We should move.”
I nod in agreement and take a tiny sip for our little flask. We converse about where to go and end up choosing the mountain in the background. I squint towards it and we stand up.
And so the next two days pass. We hike and sweat and drink and starve until we reach the base of the mountain at sunset and collapse. Just collapse. We shake all over, the feeling you get when you’ve done something wrong and are so close to getting caught. This close. And the only reason you’re afraid is because this is so important to you, and so important but nobody else feels it. My legs shake and my heart cries, tears running down and infecting. Contagious.
Slowly we both stand, quivering, shaking, folding after every step. All the sorrows we’ve ever known rise up in our throats, behind our eyes, inside the thoughts that worked so hard to keep the missing out.
But we have to go. The wind whistles and freezes the tears on my face I’ve been holding down forever. It’s like the mountain has unburied everything we’ve struggled to contain, peeled the walls away. We crawl up, agonizingly slow, which gives us time enough to let it soak all in. We fold down again, every muscle trembling and itching, tears falling down, curled up against each for the comfort we cannot have inside a little cave.
It turns to night. Shadows fall all over and cold blows into our faces, stinging and welcomingly numbing. I cry again at all my sadness and fall into a fitful sleep. I am faintly aware of Rissanna crawling out and howling like a wolf in the darkness. And again I cry myself to sleep.
I wake in a hazy gray dawn rubbing my bleary eyes. I knead my forehead with my knuckles in confusion to bring feeling into my face. MY hands crack in the cold. Rissanna sleeps on, back inside the shelter of the cave. I slip out into the chilly air.
It bites at my hands and lips and I turn my head so it blows grit into my hair instead of my eyes. Climbing sideways, I haul myself over the lip that makes the cave we slept in and bunch all the moss growing on it into a pile. I start a small fire and set my aching back against the rock and watch the smoke rings in silence.
I rub the watch on my wrist and gently tug it. It sends a sharp bolt of pain up the underside of my arm and I jerk back, slamming my elbow into the stones under me. I snarl and brush it off, angrily swiping out the stones wedged in my elbow.
I take the throwing axe Out of it’s place in my belt and finger the sharp ragged steel edge, the dark wooden handle with the leather grip. I swing it and let it take a chunk out of some loose sandstone. The blade swirls through the fire, bringing flames under the skin. I twist it in my hands and the leather cracks in the heat. Rissanna appears silently behind me with someone new.I snarl again, backing away, and instinct stiffens my arms, lashes the axe out at our visitor. He slides into an effortless backflip away from it and Rissanna rolls to the side under the whistling blade. She slowly stands and introduces me to him, gently, although I already know who he is. Know Hermes, as the murderer.
"He's alright," Rissanna tells me calmly, smooth like water. "He got treated."
Slowly, slowly I calm, though I glance at the blond with undisguised hatred.
"I will get my revenge," I hiss at him with a grim smile.
"And so will I," says someone's gleeful voice.  
 I turn and find Rissanna, confusion spreading over my face. She slams into me, pinning me to the ground and throwing off my weapon. I jerk up under her arm as a pack of warriors appear. Deejay and Quill slide into view, plus someone I've never seen before and Lupe. Lupe, the last person I would expect to see here..
Rissanna leers into my face and laughs. "You really though I wanted you? You didn't see this coming? You're stupider than I thought you were!" She gestures at Hermes to chain me up.”
He replies, "So are you." 
Rissanna blinks.

In that instant everything is thrown into chaos. Rissanna screams, I convulse, Lupe kicks into a double backflip, slammingHhermes to the ground, and the new person, a girl with soft eyes and dark hair, rolls to the ground as Deejay’s sword flashes over her head. Everything is  blurred into a singular flash and then I, Rissanna, the new girl, Lupe, and, for some reason, Quill are chained together with a scratchy plant that burns my skin. I jerk and stretch it and find it can’t be broken, and now pain runs across the underside of my wrists.
Hermes stands up and swings his boomerang. He stops and sneers at Rissanna. “Idiot, blithering fool. You are tricked easily, mm?” He grins and yanks us to our feet, and we start to stumble down the mountain.   
Rissanna begins to mumble. Her eyes flash wild, heated somewhat by her treachery, rolled away into her head. I grit my teeth as cold air stings my face. Lupe’s head is bowed over, thick almost-black hair rippling over her face, leaning ever so slightly on me. I shiver at her dependence. I fear she will not last long.
The other two stand slightly apart from us, Quill and the new girl. Both of them look straight ahead, muscles taut holding up their heads. They refuse to let this destroy their dignity and I snort. You should be fighting for life. Not pride.
A sound whispers past my ear, a garbled sentence. I stiffen at the voice: Lupe.
“I can get you out,” she hisses again, matter-of-factly, and wiggles her arm. The plant is bound around her wrists, but the middle rope is cut, so she can move her hands around. One of them clutches an arrowhead.
I frown, and say, surprised, “You don’t have one,”
“One what?!” she snaps, visibly annoyed, and twists the arrowhead in her hands. “If you don’t want me to get you out, fine.”
“No, no,”I say quickly, and stretch out my hands towards her. “It’s just that You haven’t got a watch.”
The rope snaps. “Yes, I do,” she says, glancing around, walking backward, and slides one of the watches out from under her sleeve, sucking in her breath slightly. I shrug, and as easy as that, we walk out. Right past Hermes and Deejay, who we pass without even a look, past the other captured tributes into the shelter of the forest. Right out, as easy as that. Right out.
Right into the trap.